On the road ....thoughts..

tomorrow i am leaving for bukit tinggi for the Pahang Amateur Open...somehow...i don't feel like i am in the mood to compete at all..don't know for what reason..I guess i am not having the right mindset again...

So sad..these few days..everyday all i am feeling is what ever i do, I am always all by myself...i really do envy when i see other people are so happy being together..and such things never seems to happen to me at all...why?? i have no clue...

I don't know what am i thinking...but i feel like seeing a person very badly..at the same time..I am so afraid of seeing that person..cant remember the last time I feel like that...and it doesn't feel good at all...haix...

1 more month to go...I gotta leave this place again...with some memories....

Its my Birthday!!

Hm...I am already 20..thats so fast...had a great blast during the birthday party and had a great time with all my buddies..hope i will have a good year ahead..and hope my friends will have a successful future and stay healthy!!

This week is the pahang amateur..really wish that i can get something out of it before heading back to America..somehow, i still don't feel like going back at all..i don't know why..just hope that i will be back here soon enough..

At the same time, i want to wish Celia all the best in Australia and enjoy life there!! i believe you are gonna have a great time studying in Melbourne ;p

Last but not least, Thanks everyone for celebrating my birthday with me and the birthday wishes!!