My escape...

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2009-02-22T12:14:00.000-08:00

September 26 2008 till today, February 22.4 months and 22 days.from the day we got together till the day she doesnt want to see or talk to me anymore..its such a unexpected outcome for me.

I never thought that things would end up this way.but there is nothing i can do now, what is done cannot be undone

survey!

2008-11-26T14:51:00.001-08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Shawn Liew
Birthday:	18/7/1988
Birthplace:	Johor Bahru
Current Location:	Belmont NC
Eye Color:	black
Hair Color:	black
Height:	180cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	Malaysian Chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Puma
Your Weakness:	I dont know
Your Fears:	Loneliness
Your Perfect Pizza:	Sausage!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	stay alive!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	ttly ttyl
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I m so tired~~
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime:	When i pass out unknowingly
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke:	neither
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Mcd
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	NO!!
Do you Sing:	sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	I m in college
Do you want to get Married:	yes but not too soon
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	3 boxes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	i wish
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	die without pain
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	pro golfer
What country would you most like to Visit:	dubai
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	black,brown,blue
Favourite Hair Color:	black,brown
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	155cm
Weight:	50kg
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken:	no
Number of CDs I own:	countless
Number of Piercings:	no
Number of Tattoos:	no
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	alot
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Holiday!!

2008-11-09T10:02:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks till thanks giving break! then i can have Bak Kut Teh..haha..after that ,i will b in malaysia for 4 weeks..cant wait to go back for the food and weather at all!!

finally feeling much better the last few days! everything is getting better ! so no complains now..haha..sometimes, i really feel how lucky i am ...so i should stop whining and live on i guess.
golf is getting better..hopefully can put on some good scores during johor open when i get back in december!!

Fall Break!!

2008-10-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

Finally its fall break!! and i am in florida this time..visiting Universal studio and Disneyworld tomorrow~~..feeling pretty excited!!

this sunday is going to be 1 month since Liz & I got together!! just sad that she wont be together with me because she is away from tournament..miss her so much..cant wait to see her when she gets back next week. I think we are gonna have a great time when i get to see her again!!

Liz's Birthday!

2008-10-05T18:34:00.000-07:00

3rd of october was Liz's birthday..first of all..i want to wish Liz a happy birthday ! you are awesome!

we went to ruby tuesday for dinner and she had this shot called "mind eraser"..i guess it lived up to its reputation..cause it surely did..haha..we went around school visiting all our friends but sadly we didnt make it to the bar..because she wasnt feeling too well from the drink earlier..she was upset for sure that we didnt make it..but overall..its a fun night!

life in school

2008-09-29T19:48:00.000-07:00

it has been awhile since i update my blog..mainly because i forgot my password..but somehow..today i manage to recall it and sign in! good isnt it??
Life is so much better now.get to meet alot of nice people, and get too eat alot of decent food too! so my life here is pretty much all about golf,eat and study..lately..something has change..i got along very well with a girl in school and she is now my girlfriend! her name is Liz and she is the best companion i have in school so far..hahaha..

finally..it came to an end..

2008-08-05T01:37:00.001-07:00

all i have left is abit more than 2 weeks in malaysia..cant believe that my summer holiday is actually ending now..

I really enjoyed this few months..met alot of of new friends and get to see all my old friends..it just make me feel like i don't want to leave at all..it would be so nice if this is only the beginning of my summer break!

didn't do too well in the last tournament..as expected..i guess i've really become too lazy..and i am never prepared..my mind is always somewhere else..somehow..

it has already been 4 years..and i m still thinking about some issue that i should have long let it go..why?

On the road ....thoughts..

2008-07-23T04:07:00.000-07:00

tomorrow i am leaving for bukit tinggi for the Pahang Amateur Open...somehow...i don't feel like i am in the mood to compete at all..don't know for what reason..I guess i am not having the right mindset again...

So sad..these few days..everyday all i am feeling is what ever i do, I am always all by myself...i really do envy when i see other people are so happy being together..and such things never seems to happen to me at all...why?? i have no clue...

I don't know what am i thinking...but i feel like seeing a person very badly..at the same time..I am so afraid of seeing that person..cant remember the last time I feel like that...and it doesn't feel good at all...haix...

1 more month to go...I gotta leave this place again...with some memories....

Its my Birthday!!

2008-07-20T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hm...I am already 20..thats so fast...had a great blast during the birthday party and had a great time with all my buddies..hope i will have a good year ahead..and hope my friends will have a successful future and stay healthy!!

This week is the pahang amateur..really wish that i can get something out of it before heading back to America..somehow, i still don't feel like going back at all..i don't know why..just hope that i will be back here soon enough..

At the same time, i want to wish Celia all the best in Australia and enjoy life there!! i believe you are gonna have a great time studying in Melbourne ;p

Last but not least, Thanks everyone for celebrating my birthday with me and the birthday wishes!!